Thanksgivng

This year we had a hard time with deciding what to do with Thanksgiving. It was hard to split the time but I finally got josh to give up a few hours to see my parents. My brother isnt doing so well with the passing of his cousin/best friend. He wore his old basketball sweatshirt to dinner and read the obituaries again. My heart ache. He looked sad. There are memories all over. It hurts. I can't believe that this happened its hard to take in. My sister has become a depressed person. We tried to make it the best we could. Some laughs did come. We had a good time watching Justin and Addyson play and Rylee didn't like watching she wants to play too. We did our ornament give out we are starting to do that around Thanksgivng so everyone has their ornament to enjoy on their tree. happy thanksgiving I'm thankful for god, family, friends, and life in general!

Bryon Anthony

Bryon was not my blood cousin but he was always known as my cousin. He became my brothers best friend. This has be tough. We will miss ya!

My first shot ever!

Josh has been taking me hunting for the last year and I finally shot a big buck! Well not the biggest but for my first I did good and had it down in one shot. Josh thought it was a doe but it wasn't. I looked up from behind the hay stack, took the safety off the gun, as nervous as I was I prayed to god that if I pulled this trigger I would kill the deer peacefully, keep us safe. And without suffering he died. I bawled!!! I cried and couldn't see it till I it my self together. I am glad that we do have food. It may sound gross to some but we live off this.