& we're off.

We're leaving for Idaho, our other home. Well not until noon since Josh has a PRT which is where they get tested on their running, push ups, and set ups, see if they are still in the NAVY standards. I wish it was canceled so we can make it to the "Big Community Halloween Carnival." I'm excited to go spend time with my family. I am really excited to see my Grandparents. It's not as fun when you go home, everyone is moved off "the hill" (my home town is on a mountain) and moved down in "the valley" (Josh's home town) but since we'll be in town a couple times I might have to make an appearance at a few houses. Maybe go trick r' treat at Ian Stemmys house (aka Stemrich, a childhood friend) I know his mom wants us to go to her house, shes an amazing person. I am also excited that the book fair is going on, I am wanting to get Addyson some books for Christmas, even though I haven't read her all the books Great Grandma Lohman gave her. Yesterday we spent the entire day packing and cleaning the house in case Nicole and our nephew come back here for a visit. It was really hard to do everything with a baby who knows what she wants, and if she doesn't get it throws the biggest fit ever, yup that would be Addyson! In the end we got it done. The car is stocked except a few items we need for the morning. We got some people to watch Calvin but I think we're going to take him, Just feels like we should, so our car is going to be fully stocked with one small dog, a screaming baby, a nervous husband, an annoyed mommy, and a big hairy dog. Its going to be a GRAND trip. I really hope we enjoy it though. Memories, right? But as for the family issues, they have took a turn for the worst so we are really nervous for going home, and I feel bad because Josh's sister is getting in the middle of it and I wish she wasn't because its hard enough. But luckily she's trying to be fix it girl, which I think it's going to take a lot. I just want to focus on what makes me and Addyson happy, and all this drama isn't. I really wish I had someone to talk to besides my husband. With Mandy gone I've tired to be around other girls, Megan works, Ashley just doesn't really seem like she wants to hang out, and Josh's co-worker, Witlow, she hung out with me for a little bit before they all went to the movie. I just feel so lonely. I guess this is a military wife's life. And it really sucks when your semi-close friends that you had in school and all your life don't text you back! I hate that. Haha, its hard enough to text with Addyson, she likes to grab my phone. FUNNY MOMENT: Addyson is obsessed with Paco, as I've posted a lot lately. Well she's been hysterically laughing at him, I get all teary because its just too cute to hear her laugh. I just love it. So Paco better watch out he is definitely going to be in for it when she is crawling. So I pray we have a safe trip and an actually smooth nice visit to Idaho. And we're off....