My first shot ever!

Josh has been taking me hunting for the last year and I finally shot a big buck! Well not the biggest but for my first I did good and had it down in one shot. Josh thought it was a doe but it wasn't. I looked up from behind the hay stack, took the safety off the gun, as nervous as I was I prayed to god that if I pulled this trigger I would kill the deer peacefully, keep us safe. And without suffering he died. I bawled!!! I cried and couldn't see it till I it my self together. I am glad that we do have food. It may sound gross to some but we live off this.