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Josh and I are going to be an aunt and an uncle again. Josh’s sister is having another child. We were, of course, last to know about this, and we also found out from everyone else but our family. We sometimes feel that we aren’t even a part of a family here, I feel that our family is still in Washington. Reasons for keeping it from us are far out there. She is recently unemployed and happened to apply for the business I work for, even though they aren’t really hiring anytime soon, but Josh’s family thought if we knew I’d go run and tell my boss and ruin her chance of getting hired, due to the fact she is pregnant, because I am like “my mom” and will tell everyone. First off, if we knew her wishes, we would have followed them, but they didn’t come to us what so ever and say this is whats going on. No, instead I waited a few weeks and I was having a private conversation with my Aunt about hearing that she was… having another baby and other things I heard, well I happen to get a phone call and other people know too. So Josh and I were thinking maybe we should call and say what we heard, but we decided that if its true they’ll come to us. Better believe your biscuits they came to us. A phone call late one night, when we both have to work the next day, saying how I’m like my mom spreading rumors (sorry mom, they said that!) and I’m an F******* B***** and I don’t know how to talk to people because I was cooped up in a house with Addyson for so long, and working in a grocery store she learned to talk to people. I did say somethings that were wrong, but probably true, but I never once lost my cool where I was calling names and putting down family members. I was almost un-invited to our nephews/Addyson’s cousins birthday. When we went it was like nothing happened. My feelings weren’t healed and I was very upset about what was said. It’s been a while but a week later they go and post that they are expecting on face book, but still haven’t apologized for over reacting, calling names, and all that junk… I can never move on with things they way they were left, no resolved. But we did attend Justin’s birthday, and it was nice to be there for him for his birthday. I can’t believe he is three and is going to be a big brother. It’ll be nice for him to have a sibling.