All for Nothing.

Sometimes I get so worked up over nothing. Everything always works out, nobody is going to die, even if you feel like you are going to die. I've been stressed out for 2 months now. Ever since this stuff has been going on with Josh. I am very thankful for our family, especially my mom, for being there, and a few great friends. I've been stressing over, bills, food (food?), birthday party, parents coming, my hair, my weight, Addy's pictures (which are so expensive to buy now), and our car. I guess this is all normal for humans/adults to be stressing over. I am a worrier! I worry about what color my underwear are! I think I need help! I hope and pray that Addyson isn't like me she is more like her dad. He just goes with stuff and always is calm. I am always like a duck. Calm on the outside and kicking like made underneath. Another thing that is starting to stress me out, Addyson is grinding her teeth now. Her top tooth has almost came in all the way and she grinds it with the bottom two. Her crib looks terrible from her biting it. I'm going insane with that. I like to keep things nice, well that's far from looking its best. When will I ever find calm and peace?