a good cry.

For some reason yesterday was terrible, it wasn't really that terrible but it was, if that makes any sense? I had to call in for a spot to put Calvin but they are backed up so I am glad I called now to get him a spot in an animal shelter. This shelter doesn't believe in killing the animals, which makes me a little happier about it, I was didn't want to give him up knowing they are just going to kill him. It was a little rough, I have never had to give up a dog before. On top of that, Josh has been driving the Jeep. The Jeep decided that it wasn't going to start anymore, so therefore the starter is out of it. The cheapest one is $64.00 & comes with a life time warranty for only an extra $32 which I've learned that is the best way to go sometimes & it isn't too bad but the better one is $132. We tried to get it going yesterday to get it in the carport but it wont budge, well start, a completely full tank of gas and there it stays on base. How stressful. I think buying it was the worse thing ever, but it has been nice to have two vehicles. That is how life goes I guess, you buy something and you got to keep up with it. My forehead has broke out in zits, I use to hardly ever get them, now its like playing connect the dots, how sad! They are little and they hurt super bad. I just wish they never existed. I had to go get diapers last night and I was so embarrassed. Eh, life goes on. I called my grandma up last night and had a good cry, it was just what I needed. She is the best and the only one lately I can talk to. Thank heaven for wonderful grandparents. (I have good parents just don't talk much, anymore)