Hell Week, Literally.

I am happy to say that I am very happy that this week is OVER. Josh broke my phone by throwing a tantrum. Addyson rolled all over and i couldn't find her, She also is walking everywhere in her walker, yes we have a walker even though the hospitals are against them, so needless to say we need to baby proof. We recently started Addyson on baby puffs, they are great and keep her entertained. I tried to find a favorite cartoon but she HATES them all she rather roll after pack or roll to the DVD player and get hurt by hitting her head on it. We missed the Christmas party last night which I am totally bummed about, I heard it was somewhat fun! I've been in a creative mood for trying new food for dinner time. Josh is actually like them. Paco is loving Addyson because she drops her puffs on the ground and he eat them up. I feel super fat, I think I gained all that I have lost so far which isn't that much but I am SO LAZY to do anything. I think I will start going to the gym soon, even if its by myself. I can't seem to do anything until I get a BURST of energy. I feel disgusted with myself. I wish I could just naturally starve myself, but I love to bake and cook too much and not to brag but I think I'm a pretty darn good one. Thursday I took Addyson to one of the parks around our house, it has the baby swings. She loved it. I personally can't stand to swing, it make me nauseous. Then we went down the slide and all of a sudden a blue sky went gray so we rushed home. Today we have learned that my sister moved out and is living with her boyfriend. I hope she is making the right decision and isn't going to be left without anyone there to pick her back up. Being away from there is hard sometimes. I just want to make sure she is ok. And today I felt like taking pictures of Addyson. I got a really good one I thought when I tried on her hat that we bought in May for her. It sorta fits now! I'm glad this terrible week is over and I hope for a good one next!