whoa-oh stuck like glue.

So last night we had a total meltdown in this house. Addyson ended up waking up at 8. I was in lots pain all of a sudden getting an earache in my left ear. So I am pretty sure I have double ear infection. My kidney is still trying to shoot out kidney stones. Luckily, I got an appointment for tomorrow. I am really emotional. I don't think this family is ever going to be happy. Well me, josh, and Addyson hopefully will be, but in-laws. I wish I had awesome in-laws that I can just get along with. I am pretty bummed. Note to self, sorry doesn't ever work. I think today my walk around the neighbor hood helped me but then I get back here I just want to run away again. I am glad I have been talking a lot to my old friend Jade. I miss her. I am so anxious to go to Auburn with Mandy. I haven't been there since Christmas! I think I am going to spend time with her tomorrow, I wish Joe wasn't leaving. I can't imagine how hard it is. Even a month is going to kill me when Josh has to go through all this. His shore duty is almost up. I am getting nervous now that I am seeing Mandy go through it.