Last of September.

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brady liked taking my camera to take his picture<3.


connor axel & addyson sage.



It's nearing the end of September, I can't believe how fast it went. Lots have happened, family has been torn (well a little) and hasn't been fixed. Josh hasn't been approved for leave that he is suppose to be taken in the next 3.5 weeks. In a way I am very upset because my parents & I have lots of plans for Addyson's first Halloween, and Josh and I are suppose to go on our FIRST date since Addyson has been born, but on the other hand I am happy because I was stressing out about being around my in-laws, I am pretty sure they moved on from it because that is usually what they do, but I don't do that. So I am leaning more towards the staying in home for Josh's Birthday & Halloween. As for health, My kidney stones are still stuck, I had pains when I was at Mandy's house yesterday and ended up taking some meds, good thing I did and was around another adult in case something happened where I couldn't take care of Addyson because of them. I ended up feeling better, but for the last few days I've been fighting a cold, I've been going through more toilet paper than Josh has been. Yiikes! (Josh uses toilet paper for EVERYTHING) My nose is so red from blowing it that I couldn't barely do it anymore. This morning around three a.m. I woke up with an ear ache. So now on top of all this I have an ear infection more than likely. I am not looking forward to going to the doctors next week and having them tell me that I can't do more things. Cutting out chocolate (the best I can...) is hard enough, I've been doing badly, but I am finally getting a hold on not having soda, tea, or any thing coffee related, even though I barely ever drink coffee. Diet Pepsi is my favorite. Addyson is feeling better, she has a runny nose but she has a slight cough as well. She loves hanging out with Connor. They are so cute together, She was loving sitting up next to him. And of course all the neat baby things Mandy has that I have yet to get. I really need to buy a bumbo so she can sit up, she loves Mandy's, the one she has for her boys. After a while though I must admit she starts screaming. I hope that I am able to journey on to Auburn to spend some time with Mandy besides sitting and eating like I usually do. I would like to end September off with a good note, I am blessed to have such a wonderful little family, even if the extended family isn't on the same page, but I am glad that I have Josh & my little girl, and that is all that should matter. And leave September behind, this wasn't the greatest month! (if that makes sense?)