September 29, 2010

If I die young...

If I die young... has been in my head all night. Josh called his sisters cellphone because he was getting texts from his mom and sister. And his sister had this song as her ringback. I finally realized who sang this song... It was driving me insane. I finally broke down and wrote my sister-in-law (the only one I talk to from that family) but I finally figured it out. I just can't believe that Josh hasn't heard from anyone in his family until something bad happens, it's been over two weeks. Josh's grandma had back surgery the 21st of this month and she called us on Saturday saying she was ok but her throat was sore. Then yesterday she fell down and was back in the hospital. I don't know why it bothers me so bad that they don't call. I guess I see it that they have cellphones that text from their house at least they could text and see how Addyson is doing. They haven't even cared to ask. I know they are probably reading this and I hope it makes them realize that we're still alive and want more than just to be given bad news, more like we want them to be concerned about not only us but their only granddaughter. My mom is thinking about getting our family pictures updated. This time Addyson will be involved. I am glad we didn't get them done when I was home for the babyshower, I was gigantic. I guess I need to stop letting stupid little things bother me. I was doing alright until they finally attempt to talk by text.

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