I don't know if I have wrote about my DRAMA I've been having. The bottom line is that Josh isn't having a birthday party. I was planning a really good one too. Since his parents felt the need to "put me in my place," I won't even post what was said because its just too much, lets just say thing will be different now, and we don't even feel the need to go to Idaho. But wait theres always my parents, and my mom is so excited to spend Halloween with Addyson, It will be the only holiday they'll get to spend with her, believe me I have pumpkin carving, Carmel apples, and many more things planned. I think I am more anxious for my date night with Josh. Since the birthday fell through we are just going to go on our MUCH needed date! My mom said she'd be more than happy to watch the little one so we can go have our time. Even though Mandy has offered lots of times to watch her I just hope taking care of another baby isn't going to be too much when I finally take her up on that offer. On top of all the mess with that whole situation, many family members have been having surgery. My grandma - back surgery, My Aunt - female parts taken out, they finally found why she was in pain, Josh's Gram Pat - Neck surgery (having it as I type). Then the last few days I've been suffering from Kidney Stones! OUCHHIE! I thought since the doctors gave me hydros & nausea meds I'd be fine, well I was in bed ALL day SUNDAY. Early Monday morning I was in the WORST pain ever, Finally Urgent Care at the Naval Hospital was open so I went in at 7:30am, and I don't get why Urgent Care would be close at a hospital, I swear, hospitals, what a headache! I still feel under the weather and they haven't passed, yet. Since my life consist of peeing' in a plastic hat and straining it. I am miserable, especially today, they haven't came out & I'm so tired from the meds. I feel like I am going to vomit at the site of food but I need to eat and drink large amounts of water. I wish I was a fish, life would be much easier. I need to hire a maid to do all my house work, when I woke up this morning it looked as if a giant tornado hit my house, I'm so embarrassed. Addyson is too spoiled I started putting away her summer clothes and I went to Burlington this weekend and ended up buying fall/winter dresses. I am thinking I am finally going to STOP IT. I need to, its driving me crazy, it honestly is, when I am an emotional wreck, I think buying things makes me feel better, which it just makes me depressed since I have no money after. I have a headache just thinking about it. I am sooo glad Mandy is back here but it's hard to do anything since I am soo sick. I seriously feel like I've been beat to death with a baseball bat. Did I mention once I pass the stone/stones I will have to be on medication for the rest of my life and I can't have tea, soda, coffee, or CHOCOLATE. (Chocolate & Tea are my FAVE!) I think my body is destine to make me miserable. & on top of it today I just want to cry for no apparent reason. I can't believe Addyson is still sleeping! She is growing so fast. The other day she wore her big girl shoes, NiKeS!
Maybe you are pregnant? hehe
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