New Phone?

Last night I went to the gym with Mandy. I am so out of shape, having to take a week off kind of put a damper in things. Addyson is now on Soy Formula. She had trouble digesting it but now her poops are super STINKY and not the best choice of color. She is sure getting old now. I am looking back at all the great memories we've had so far and my heart melts. Today is my upgrade for a phone. Thank goodness. I am lost without knowing people's numbers and texting, who would have thought I was addicated to texting. Only a couple more weeks till we go to Idaho. Addyson and I get to stay and Josh has to come back. I feel so guilty for leaving him. Josh went to Burlington with Gary to see a movie. I sat here thinking is this what its going to be like during deployment, so boring & lonely?!?! I got to start getting use to the idea of being apart but I feel that I have to spend every second with him for some reason, probably because I'm afraid of never seeing him again. Must be something from having my biological father walk out of my life when I was little. I just can't wait till Josh comes home so I can go get a brand new phone!