Yesterday my stomach hurt so bad that I was mainly on the couch mostly. I can't describe the way it feels but it isn't pleasant. I'm just always hungry and I eat anything and everything that I can in my house. I want to get a job but I know that its going to be hard to be on my feet for hours so I am trying to decide. Yesterday got irritating because Josh and I need to buy baby things and our first big purchase will be a traveling system, car seat & stroller, sometimes I rather do it separate but it's hard to come up with all that money for two different things. We finally found one at Target.com when Josh got home but it was out of stock. Last night I made spaghetti for dinner and I left the grease in the meat instead of draining it which was a big mistake! Around 1 - 1:30 last night Josh and I were wide awake, I was starving, he was throwing up the spaghetti that I made. It was the grease that didn't agree. I felt so bad. I don't want to cook anymore, but I have too. I was happy when I finally got back to sleep, it seems like I only am able to sleep around 3 really good then Josh wakes up and then I can't stay asleep. I'm exhausted! On the bright side Josh got nominated for some sailor award! I am so happy and proud of him. He just needs to know the answers to the questions they asked then he is named it! I forgot the name of the award but I will be proud no matter what.