Things have been going really well. Mandy is back from visiting her parents so its nice to have her here to talk to. I was really upset about my friend thinking she was the one saying those things to people I don't really know, but it's not really something I want to dwell over. I want to enjoy life as much as I can. My family is finally understanding that the military comes first, which is really helpful and takes a little stress off of me and I am glad, because I don't want to push away that people that I care so much about. I feel embarrassed because my moods haven't been the best of me lately and people reading this probably think the worse. Sometimes its good to just breathe before I get too overwhelmed. Today has been a good day. It's Veterans Day. Josh got the day off which is nice to have a day where its the middle of the week to relax. Mandy & Joe came with us to Applebee's to eat lunch. The veterans got a free meal. Brady is getting so big. I just can't believe once I have a baby that he or she is going to grow so fast. He [Brady] has the cutest personality and he does the most funny stuff. Makes me feel so much better. The worse part about today I woke up with this huge zit sorta inside my nose. It hurts so bad. I really need to go get some more face wash for night time.