November 03, 2009

I'm really getting tired of people asking me what I am doing with my life. Now that I am having a baby everyone on earth is concerned if I am going to college and when I start. It's not really anyone business but I am going to say when I feel like going I will go, when I figure out what I want to do with my life besides be a mommy and a wife to someone who's job doesn't exactly let me do a whole lot, I'll go. I really would like to be going now, but again, my husband's job comes first. I signed up to the military too when I said "I Do" I really just want to enjoy being a mommy for a while. Its something I've waited for and now I want to do. I've accomplished enough to satisfy me for a while, so when I want to accomplish a degree I will do that. I know its going to be the best thing for the family but can't I just kick back and take a breath without being ashamed of myself.
I know it must be the ragging hormones that come along with the wonderful world of pregnancy but sometimes I feel that the one person I trust most is the one that I can't trust. I need to come out and ask but I want that person to come out and tell me. But if the person doesn't want to tell me than I am fine with it because she is going to be my bestfriend no matter what happens because misunderstanding isn't going to change much. It happens all the time.

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