This week has went by fast. Monday was a hard day the family left. I cried for hours. Josh came home and we held each other and cried. Plus we apologized for what we did to each other. I wasn't feeling well so Josh made dinner. Tuesday I felt better. I wanted to hang out with Mandy so we ended up going over to their house just to hang out. Mandy let me come over the next day just to hang out will orientation yesterday. I am highly stressed. My name on my social security number is different than my name now so they might drop me if I don't pay for college by next week. Ah, the love of it. It took three hours. Finally I was done. I think I'll like it when I go but for now I am having a hard time believe that I am going to go. I have night classes which is nice. Today Josh has day watch till 330 then we might be making a trip to Mt. Vernon or I might go hang out with Mandy if Joe has night watch. Everything is going well. I think the family is tighter. Hopefully today goes by fast.